read some old stuff, and realised: i totally haven't changed at all.
and to think all along i thought i'd learnt many lessons along the way. turns out it was always stuff i always knew in my heart, but just conveniently forgot whenever the situation turned dire and hence ended up making bad decisions. and on hindsight i always seemed to 'learn a lesson', when actually i just recalled whatever i already knew before i forgot them in a delirious state of mind.
it is hard to kick old habits. which is why i have a knack of doing the same things over and over again.
read some old stuff, and realised: i totally haven't changed at all.
and to think all along i thought i'd learnt many lessons along the way. turns out it was always stuff i always knew in my heart, but just conveniently forgot whenever the situation turned dire and hence ended up making bad decisions. and on hindsight i always seemed to 'learn a lesson', when actually i just recalled whatever i already knew before i forgot them in a delirious state of mind.
it is hard to kick old habits. which is why i have a knack of doing the same things over and over again.
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)
