on the one day i reach the cc before i even wake up on usual days, there's no space! all the tables shamelessly choped by other people, by bags and files and shoebags, not even real people sitting there! tsk tsk. and then perhaps due to overwhelming attendance yesterday, everyone just don't come today! even char wasn't there! so...i went home.
yesterday i couldn't sleep properly, i suddenly got really nervous and couldn't close my eyes, even though i was quite tired and i really wanted to close my eyes and just sleep, but i just spent dunno how long staring into the darkness.
and i found out the rationale behind the boycotting fans. apparently now there're over 200,000 fans expressing boycott and they're even going to have a silent protest in front of the jyp office tmr. though i was really against the boycott at first, funny enough, i actually understand their point now. according to their explanation, they're not demanding for jaebeom to return immediately, they just want an official statement from jyp that jaebeom is not officially out of 2pm and that he will return EVENTUALLY, after he's rested enough. and they are not boycotting the other boys or any individual events, just boycotting all the group events without jaebeom, like album promotions etc. and because it affects 2pm's future and jyp, it makes it more probable that jyp will keep jaebeom's path back to korea and 2pm very very open. that's what they said.
again, another instance of misunderstanding due to failure to understand people's intentions behind actions. besides, they must understand the situation there better, and if they believe this is the best action to take, i shall believe in them too.
i just hope jaebeom and 2pm and jyp doesn't misunderstand their intentions as well.
(i have decided to stop calling jaebeom jay. originally i always preferred calling him jaebeom over jay, but in recent days due to my frenzy to type quicker i've chosen to shorten it to jay, but yesterday i read in one of his high school friend's testimonial about how jaebeom never wrote his name as jay on worksheets and stuff, he always wrote 'park jaebeom' and about how he was really really proud when he got his korean ID card/residence card, (i cried T_T) so i shall continue calling him jaebeom. i've always loved how his name sounds anyway. jaebeom jaebeom jaebeom.)
on the one day i reach the cc before i even wake up on usual days, there's no space! all the tables shamelessly choped by other people, by bags and files and shoebags, not even real people sitting there! tsk tsk. and then perhaps due to overwhelming attendance yesterday, everyone just don't come today! even char wasn't there! so...i went home.
yesterday i couldn't sleep properly, i suddenly got really nervous and couldn't close my eyes, even though i was quite tired and i really wanted to close my eyes and just sleep, but i just spent dunno how long staring into the darkness.
and i found out the rationale behind the boycotting fans. apparently now there're over 200,000 fans expressing boycott and they're even going to have a silent protest in front of the jyp office tmr. though i was really against the boycott at first, funny enough, i actually understand their point now. according to their explanation, they're not demanding for jaebeom to return immediately, they just want an official statement from jyp that jaebeom is not officially out of 2pm and that he will return EVENTUALLY, after he's rested enough. and they are not boycotting the other boys or any individual events, just boycotting all the group events without jaebeom, like album promotions etc. and because it affects 2pm's future and jyp, it makes it more probable that jyp will keep jaebeom's path back to korea and 2pm very very open. that's what they said.
again, another instance of misunderstanding due to failure to understand people's intentions behind actions. besides, they must understand the situation there better, and if they believe this is the best action to take, i shall believe in them too.
i just hope jaebeom and 2pm and jyp doesn't misunderstand their intentions as well.
(i have decided to stop calling jaebeom jay. originally i always preferred calling him jaebeom over jay, but in recent days due to my frenzy to type quicker i've chosen to shorten it to jay, but yesterday i read in one of his high school friend's testimonial about how jaebeom never wrote his name as jay on worksheets and stuff, he always wrote 'park jaebeom' and about how he was really really proud when he got his korean ID card/residence card, (i cried T_T) so i shall continue calling him jaebeom. i've always loved how his name sounds anyway. jaebeom jaebeom jaebeom.)
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)