i have these bouts of calm and these bouts of freaking out...what to say, it's like a turbulent storm and you're hiding in your house, and occasionally the door gets blown open and the wind and rain just comes in and your house floods. and during the better times the door stays shut and the storm stays out. you can even walk about your house and do happy stuff. but you can still faintly hear the wind whistling through the window panes.
how to keep my mind on anything when there's a storm brewing.
i have these bouts of calm and these bouts of freaking out...what to say, it's like a turbulent storm and you're hiding in your house, and occasionally the door gets blown open and the wind and rain just comes in and your house floods. and during the better times the door stays shut and the storm stays out. you can even walk about your house and do happy stuff. but you can still faintly hear the wind whistling through the window panes.
how to keep my mind on anything when there's a storm brewing.
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)
