i almost had a panic attack today afternoon, when i opened my supposedly-final written report and found it... to say the least, far from final.
after half a day of reminding myself to breathe, i am waiting with bated breath as our report approaches the really-final stages. finally.
- today is mooncake festival.
i feel like playing with paper lanterns and candles and sparklers, and eating mooncake.
i feel like standing in the middle of a vast green field and just staring up at the moon, with the cool breeze brushing my cheeks, and the fresh smell of the grass and the night wind.
the pitch-black darkness of the night, the brilliance of the moon in a clear cloudless sky, the soft grass beneath my feet.
i wish.
- we have to study. cooped indoors. with electric lamps. and cold tiles. window grilles. mountain piles of notes. 3 pencils. million different colour pens. and empty paper and no progress.
i almost had a panic attack today afternoon, when i opened my supposedly-final written report and found it... to say the least, far from final.
after half a day of reminding myself to breathe, i am waiting with bated breath as our report approaches the really-final stages. finally.
- today is mooncake festival.
i feel like playing with paper lanterns and candles and sparklers, and eating mooncake.
i feel like standing in the middle of a vast green field and just staring up at the moon, with the cool breeze brushing my cheeks, and the fresh smell of the grass and the night wind.
the pitch-black darkness of the night, the brilliance of the moon in a clear cloudless sky, the soft grass beneath my feet.
i wish.
- we have to study. cooped indoors. with electric lamps. and cold tiles. window grilles. mountain piles of notes. 3 pencils. million different colour pens. and empty paper and no progress.
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)
