the fact that i am at home right now blogging, means that i officially AM NOT GOING FOR THE PERFORMANCE TONIGHT. it starts in like, half an hour's time. with the first twang of the first bass guitar string plucked, the whole singapore will be drenched in this excessively heavy downpour! ): ): ): thunderstormmmmmmm. for the whole night. ): ): ):
i feel so stupid! i wasn't supposed to care so much AT ALL. (in order not to worry my friends, and not to appear obsessed :/ -i am not!-, i shall not state how i cried yesterday night and how i have this cold icy feeling in my heart.)
anyway, i shall do this thing that aly tagged me! (: (it's me right, there are no other jos right?)
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? as much as i'd like to say to hell with him after kicking him hard somewhere and storming off, me, being as stupid as i am, will probably forgive him, because i "love him". i think so. if he is honest and repentent and it was a mistake i will truly forgive him. if he had it in mind to really hurt me, then the first choice would be wise. :D
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? right now, to go to the performance tonight -.-
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be? erm. esplanade? (need i explain further?)
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? not really. not confused. just dunno.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like? edward cullen. :D :D :D breaking dawn is coming out soon! i must re-read the twilight series, except that my twilight and new moon are still in plastic wrapping. haha. okay la. hmmm, honesty is a must-have. and respect for me. and acceptance of who i am. then the rest are negotiable, though of course i hope he is a fun person. :D he must know me well, when i want to be hyper and when i want to be quiet. erm if i go on and on the list will not end -.-
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? loving someone anyday. it is not easy to find someone you truly love. loving someone does not necessarily mean you must be with the person. if you love someone you are happy to see him happy. and you are happy loving him. though of course if he loves you back then that's great!
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? i dunno. probably depends on the extent of my stupidity.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? nothing much you can do. because i am a morally upright girl i will not attempt to snatch him away or even think about it. if he is happy then good. (:
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? how about... not being able to go for the performance tonight?? -.- the fact that i am already so guai, and my mum still doesn't think that warrants me some sort of reward. ):
#10. What do you want most in life? happiness. like even from the smallest things.
#11. Is being tagged fun? rather. (: no one has tagged me before! (:
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time? old. ughh. (i want to remain a child forever! i think im slightly too old now alr!) in ten years time, i wanna be married! (insist on not marrying late)
#13. Who is the current most important person to you? no one is most important. though my friends are all pretty important to me! :D
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? totally unique in a "hwat" kind of way :D
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? married but poor. though my mum says that you cannot really be happy when you are poor, cos you will inevitably have problems and quarrels with your husband over money matters. but i always believe that optimism owns! we just need to try hard enough. beside, i rock at saving money, remember! (:
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? i insist on saying SPIDERRRR! hahaha. mice would be nice too.
#17. What is your ideal home like? bright and cosy. with kids. :D
#18. What kind of person do you think you are? ridiculously optimistic. (which means i will forget about today's unhappiness soon, probably :/ i refuse to! i will harp on it for the rest of my life!) and whiney and spammer and fangirl. oh i forgot. goddess of inefficiency. and a masters' degree in time-wasting.
#19. What do you define as a bad day? like...today. ): usually i don't get down so easily. it's only when school gets socially taxing and troublesome and i really wanna just run away from it all because i am so tired, then i feel like a bad day.
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? friendship. cos it lasts. and it doesn't hurt. (if it hurts it's not friendship)
the end! i shall not tag anyone! because hardly anyone would see this anyway. (aly: my reactions are not funny leh. so boring one :/)
the fact that i am at home right now blogging, means that i officially AM NOT GOING FOR THE PERFORMANCE TONIGHT. it starts in like, half an hour's time. with the first twang of the first bass guitar string plucked, the whole singapore will be drenched in this excessively heavy downpour! ): ): ): thunderstormmmmmmm. for the whole night. ): ): ):
i feel so stupid! i wasn't supposed to care so much AT ALL. (in order not to worry my friends, and not to appear obsessed :/ -i am not!-, i shall not state how i cried yesterday night and how i have this cold icy feeling in my heart.)
anyway, i shall do this thing that aly tagged me! (: (it's me right, there are no other jos right?)
#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? as much as i'd like to say to hell with him after kicking him hard somewhere and storming off, me, being as stupid as i am, will probably forgive him, because i "love him". i think so. if he is honest and repentent and it was a mistake i will truly forgive him. if he had it in mind to really hurt me, then the first choice would be wise. :D
#2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? right now, to go to the performance tonight -.-
#3. If you could be at one place right now, where would it be? erm. esplanade? (need i explain further?)
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you? not really. not confused. just dunno.
#5. What’s your ideal lover like? edward cullen. :D :D :D breaking dawn is coming out soon! i must re-read the twilight series, except that my twilight and new moon are still in plastic wrapping. haha. okay la. hmmm, honesty is a must-have. and respect for me. and acceptance of who i am. then the rest are negotiable, though of course i hope he is a fun person. :D he must know me well, when i want to be hyper and when i want to be quiet. erm if i go on and on the list will not end -.-
#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? loving someone anyday. it is not easy to find someone you truly love. loving someone does not necessarily mean you must be with the person. if you love someone you are happy to see him happy. and you are happy loving him. though of course if he loves you back then that's great!
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love? i dunno. probably depends on the extent of my stupidity.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? nothing much you can do. because i am a morally upright girl i will not attempt to snatch him away or even think about it. if he is happy then good. (:
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? how about... not being able to go for the performance tonight?? -.- the fact that i am already so guai, and my mum still doesn't think that warrants me some sort of reward. ):
#10. What do you want most in life? happiness. like even from the smallest things.
#11. Is being tagged fun? rather. (: no one has tagged me before! (:
#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time? old. ughh. (i want to remain a child forever! i think im slightly too old now alr!) in ten years time, i wanna be married! (insist on not marrying late)
#13. Who is the current most important person to you? no one is most important. though my friends are all pretty important to me! :D
#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is? totally unique in a "hwat" kind of way :D
#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? married but poor. though my mum says that you cannot really be happy when you are poor, cos you will inevitably have problems and quarrels with your husband over money matters. but i always believe that optimism owns! we just need to try hard enough. beside, i rock at saving money, remember! (:
#16. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be? i insist on saying SPIDERRRR! hahaha. mice would be nice too.
#17. What is your ideal home like? bright and cosy. with kids. :D
#18. What kind of person do you think you are? ridiculously optimistic. (which means i will forget about today's unhappiness soon, probably :/ i refuse to! i will harp on it for the rest of my life!) and whiney and spammer and fangirl. oh i forgot. goddess of inefficiency. and a masters' degree in time-wasting.
#19. What do you define as a bad day? like...today. ): usually i don't get down so easily. it's only when school gets socially taxing and troublesome and i really wanna just run away from it all because i am so tired, then i feel like a bad day.
#20. If you have to choose between love and friendship, what would it be? friendship. cos it lasts. and it doesn't hurt. (if it hurts it's not friendship)
the end! i shall not tag anyone! because hardly anyone would see this anyway. (aly: my reactions are not funny leh. so boring one :/)
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)
