i just had a horribly shocking dream ): (it's not a nightmare, i don't get nightmares) when i woke up, i was so so so glad it was only a dream! ): (pardon the following chunk)
i dreamt that all cousins were there, we were playing some game. the front part i was playing with yingying jiejie, skip that part, not important. skip to the back part, i was playing with longlong. it was some car game, then the objective was we had to make each other's car crash. so obviously i was getting owned by longlong, then going to lose already, then yiyi came by, and said i should corner him to the side of the bridge. so i rammed into the side of his car, but my aiming abit off, so his car crashed into this building and stuck half inside it. then his car going to explode, then on the screen came up two options, one said 'die', one said 'take'. (dont ask me, i have no idea why. and yes this game doesn't exist) so i was thinking have to make his car explode what, so i chose 'die'. then his car exploded. all of us were in this random room, abit like storeroom/warehouse, but quite small. then longlong was sitting in front of this shelf right, then dunno why the shelf was the buiding, and there was a this car with longlong inside it, and the car really stuck into the shelf and exploded. then there was a mini fire, someone leaned into the room and scooped water from a pail in the room and splashed abit of water on the small fire and it went out. the car was gone, cos burn until nothing left. including longlong. we were all like, eh where's longlong? then we looked under the shelves in the room and obviously there was no longlong under the shelves. and the room was quite small, if he were there we would have seen him. in the end we couldn't find him at all. the conclusion was he was burnt to crisp in the explosion, WHICH I CAUSED. jiu ma came in and found out her son had just been burnt to crisp (really we didn't even find a speck of dust or ash or anything) and she went into a room. (the house was supposed to be popo's house, but it wasn't their real house) then yiyi was like, i told you to crash into the bridge what! then daddy mummy me and jamie left, and the rest of the dream also not important. wait. IT IS. i spent the rest of the dream letting the truth sink into me and starting to feel really really guilty, and coming to the idea that im never never ever going to see longlong ever ever again. and thinking about how next time go popo's house only got houhou and lele and no longlong. it caused so much agony and misery thinking about how i had to live with that for the rest of my life! ):
gosh. what a dream. i woke up in slight shock, and it dawned onhit me that IT WAS ONLY A DREAM. i stoned for a while on my bed and it finally finally registered in my brain that yes, it was only a dream, yes i am lying in my bed, yes i had been sleeping, no i haven't been to popo's house, no i didn't play any car game against longlong, YES LONGLONG SHOULD STILL BE SAFE AND SOUND, NO LONGLONG DIDN'T JUST GET BLASTED INTO NOTHINGNESS/BURNT TO CRISP (BY ME). *cue ominous thunder* (it was raining. a thunderstorm. how appropriate.) i...cried slightly my heart was beating so so so hard and so so so fast! i was never more glad to be awake. i couldn't go back to sleep again, which explains why i am up so early. *bitter laugh*
just as well. shall go do work now. i have realised there is absolutely no time left. i haven't started music, which is tmr. i have one day on tues to study bio and maths and chem. weds is maths. thurs is chem. fri is bio. which means i can study bio on thurs night, chem on weds night. which is not alot of time. i am utterly unprepared.
i just had a horribly shocking dream ): (it's not a nightmare, i don't get nightmares) when i woke up, i was so so so glad it was only a dream! ): (pardon the following chunk)
i dreamt that all cousins were there, we were playing some game. the front part i was playing with yingying jiejie, skip that part, not important. skip to the back part, i was playing with longlong. it was some car game, then the objective was we had to make each other's car crash. so obviously i was getting owned by longlong, then going to lose already, then yiyi came by, and said i should corner him to the side of the bridge. so i rammed into the side of his car, but my aiming abit off, so his car crashed into this building and stuck half inside it. then his car going to explode, then on the screen came up two options, one said 'die', one said 'take'. (dont ask me, i have no idea why. and yes this game doesn't exist) so i was thinking have to make his car explode what, so i chose 'die'. then his car exploded. all of us were in this random room, abit like storeroom/warehouse, but quite small. then longlong was sitting in front of this shelf right, then dunno why the shelf was the buiding, and there was a this car with longlong inside it, and the car really stuck into the shelf and exploded. then there was a mini fire, someone leaned into the room and scooped water from a pail in the room and splashed abit of water on the small fire and it went out. the car was gone, cos burn until nothing left. including longlong. we were all like, eh where's longlong? then we looked under the shelves in the room and obviously there was no longlong under the shelves. and the room was quite small, if he were there we would have seen him. in the end we couldn't find him at all. the conclusion was he was burnt to crisp in the explosion, WHICH I CAUSED. jiu ma came in and found out her son had just been burnt to crisp (really we didn't even find a speck of dust or ash or anything) and she went into a room. (the house was supposed to be popo's house, but it wasn't their real house) then yiyi was like, i told you to crash into the bridge what! then daddy mummy me and jamie left, and the rest of the dream also not important. wait. IT IS. i spent the rest of the dream letting the truth sink into me and starting to feel really really guilty, and coming to the idea that im never never ever going to see longlong ever ever again. and thinking about how next time go popo's house only got houhou and lele and no longlong. it caused so much agony and misery thinking about how i had to live with that for the rest of my life! ):
gosh. what a dream. i woke up in slight shock, and it dawned onhit me that IT WAS ONLY A DREAM. i stoned for a while on my bed and it finally finally registered in my brain that yes, it was only a dream, yes i am lying in my bed, yes i had been sleeping, no i haven't been to popo's house, no i didn't play any car game against longlong, YES LONGLONG SHOULD STILL BE SAFE AND SOUND, NO LONGLONG DIDN'T JUST GET BLASTED INTO NOTHINGNESS/BURNT TO CRISP (BY ME). *cue ominous thunder* (it was raining. a thunderstorm. how appropriate.) i...cried slightly my heart was beating so so so hard and so so so fast! i was never more glad to be awake. i couldn't go back to sleep again, which explains why i am up so early. *bitter laugh*
just as well. shall go do work now. i have realised there is absolutely no time left. i haven't started music, which is tmr. i have one day on tues to study bio and maths and chem. weds is maths. thurs is chem. fri is bio. which means i can study bio on thurs night, chem on weds night. which is not alot of time. i am utterly unprepared.
jo-
cries,
spams,
whines,
hyperventilates,
melts,
sublimes,
fan-girls,
goes hysterical,
is ultimately inefficient,
oversleeps,
and eats bread.
<3 st nicks
parmalat!
2pm
anime
floorball (though i'm not in it)
wind chimes
bass guitar
kajiura yuki
artemis fowl
fantasy
coffeebean mocha.latte.blackforest.cake.
spiders
showers
honour roll-
ion (my double bass)
tamby! (my tambourine)
cassandra black
marmalade heart
hakuryu v 1.3 (my phone)
millefeuille (my revived laptop :D)
caramel (my piano)
mantoushoutaomomo (the Lala)!
crabstick Ang ku kueh (the Splurge)!
koroke, (the takoyaki-flavoured tofu (no longer) hanging on my spoilt phone)
